"project"??

Here's the quick summary.( I may have a few detail a little off, but this is the gist of it)
Jenni, Ashley and Maria who are friends and my classmates in psychology hung out together last week quite a bit. I do believe that it was thursday or friday of last week that they got a great idea! ( Or NOT!) They wanted to do a neat experiment for their general psychology grade. So they decided on certain rules to there project.

1. Each one could not talk to a certain male for a week, except for one worded answers if asked a question.
2. The two other girls could talk to the other males, just not the certain they chose.
3. They could not text, message, call, speak, chat, etc with the chosen male.
4. They could not tell outsiders of this project. They could only refer to it as "the project" in public.

With rules like these they began there "project". I of course saw changes in the girls, but was for sure not going to get in a females way. lol. I thought, "Maybe I did something to offend them. Maybe they're are just going through a difficult time. etc". You know? I just didn't want to get involved. Laugh if you want, but I made it something bigger. I prayed about it, I was like, "God, I don't care, just deal with it, cause I'm not."

The great part was I was one of the male victims. The other two guys were ...one random guy on campus that is an acquaintance and the other one was a close friend that lives far away.

The funny thing is girls cannot go that long without talking to their male friends. They ended the experiment yesterday( two days early). One of the girls was really stressed out, which made the other girls stressed too. I heard they were crying for each other and going crazy. lol. I had no idea I was a victim, but I wasn't totally surprised or happy when I found out. These girls claim that I was acting really different during this time, but most of the people I talked to didn't see a difference in me. I think it is only the 3 girls views.

I personally think they deserve the results. They were the ones that decided to do this project for their grade and they could of done something that wasn't so emotional and stressful for them. I just laugh now.

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I stretch out my arms to the sky as far as they can reach. Then I bring them back as if I'm holding something precious close to my heart. My heart is free. The joy is flooding. It's my E.O.S. The sentence is over. I'm tired of that old state I was in. The inmates holler as I walk past. They've grown accustom to their lives. Lives of hatred, pride and destruction. If only they had patience to be free like me. "Remember, It's never to late for your end too. It can come any day." The gate hides what awaits me on the other side.The door opens. The sun already shines brighter. The breeze blows my hair in every direction. Energy covers me. Adrenaline stored up in my soul can now pour out on the world. I'm not running because I'm soaking up the moment. My fallings had kept me locked up for an extensive period. Putting chains on me that really deserved to be there. I never really have payed my full due. Mercy brought the end to my sad state. Releasing the sinner from hell fire. I feel like the flames have come close enough to singe my skin. I stayed in the heat in the past because it felt good? I won't go back. This feels like God is walking beside me.

Charlie

If I had a camera I would show you a picture of Charlie.*enter pic here* He's probably my favorite here at GBS. Today I saw him sitting on the bed of Darrell's truck when I was making a couple rounds for work. He was eating. Darrell's truck always has empty bottles, trash and probably food left over in it. So without him knowing, Darrell and maybe others give Charlie food. I even saw him down by the south door of the Academy this morning. That was probably around 8ish. It's not always easy being Charlie I'm sure. With all the neighborhood dogs and stuff. Charlie just seems to make the campus so much brighter and natural. My favorite is when I see him on main campus. Charlie is just amazing!




( if you are wondering, Charlie is the name for any squirrel around here :))